Tired of everything!

God, i can't stand these days anymore!
I'm tired to run to school to spend two hours listening to someone who can't see you're not understanding a single word of his speech. It's frustrating! I hate maths and physic and guess what?! I have to study them for the whole holidays.
What about my free time? free time? i don't think i heard this word in the last two week. I even did maths exercise on my birthday! This is an awful situation and i'd like to give up everything, take a horse, my bow and go to live in some wild place, where i would only care about suriviving! And what does my father says? "Don't worry, you just have to keep holding on for two weeks!". The problem is that i CAN'T! And my fucking brain left me some days ago....lucky him!
To make things worse, here in Italy it's really hot and the weather makes everyone tired and stressed and it's impossible to talk with people, expecially with my family! My parents have to stand my school situation: they tell me they're not angry or disappointed with me as i thought. they even try to cheer up me sometimes, but it's really hard, believe me!
In my mind i always thank them for all the things they do for me, but when i come home and they ask me about my exercises i start to quarrel with them because i'd prefer to hear something different from maths.
Damn it!!!
Ps: my brains has come back just in time to write this post. Kind to him, isn't it?