venerdì 9 ottobre 2009

Everyone against me!

Reading: "The Lost World" by Arthur Conan Doyle
Eating: pizza!
Drinking: Coke
Listening to: Soldier Side
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Oh my dog i think i'm gonna die soon! I've just finished my italian homeworks (i had to do a kind of impossible composition) and i'm extremely tired. I've spend the whole afternoon studying Philosophy for the test i'll have tomorrow. *starts to shake like a leaf* Have i ever told you i simply hate my philosophy teacher? No? Where was my head then?! Well, let's say i can't stand that subject for many reason (in my opinion, it's quite useless), and since i've never known it since last year a part of the total fault must be my teacher's one. He's impossible, after a year i still don't know what he wants to hear during the oral tests! It's not all a matter of studying, but a matter of luck, really!
Oh well...fucking school's problems. Anyway i don't have problems only with school but with my relationship too. This boy's making me crazy, and i'm sure that if he keeps on doing like that we're going to have a quarrel. When we go out he always repeat me that we spend few time together and that's only my fault. He even went to my best friend telling this! He's really annoyng me with this story: all right, i take it easy, i laugh at it but after all i say "oh f***!". I mean, "Ok, i got it, shall we talk about someting else?" but it's like he doesn't hear me.
Yesterday or the day before, he had a talk with my best friend and annoyed her too. Then she phoned me saying "Don't you think he's becoming a bit clinging?". "God! You got me now!".
I should tell you that in a first time they were both against me: all our conversation were like "Why don't you tell him.... Why don't you change your character....why don't you phone him...you're cruel!". Creuel? Me? I would seen him every day at school if he wasn't with other girl and it's my fault if i don't go out with him in the afternoon cause i have to study! That's incredible!
Luckyly now my friend is not against me anymore and she's starting to understand which kind of person my boyfriend is. And me too. I think i'm only a repleacement, because he doesn't want to study in the afternoon and going out would be a perfect excuse. I've found out he does nothing in the afternoon and spends it with many friends. Ridiculous!
Oh well, i should be in bed in 5 minutes so i have to leave you. 'Night!

2 commenti:

  1. Ciao Isaac! Sono Corinna (o Aniu Proserpina, come preferisci =P) Vedo che le cose non vanno tanto bene lì, eh? Il tuo ragazzo è immaturo, sinceramente non so quanto ti convenga ulteriormente stare a sentirlo... o stare proprio con lui. E poi il fatto che ne parli con la tua amica mi sembra da vigliacco (scusami ma la penso così). Ma d'altronde si sa che i maschi maturano in ritardo XD

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  2. Guarda hai perfettamente ragione. Fortunatamente adesso gli ho detto che questa cosa mi dava fastidio ed ha capito. Ora le cose vanno decisamente meglio e se solo si azzarda a dire cose assurdo lo fulmino con lo sguardo in modo che non riesca a finire nemmeno la frase.

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