Listening to: my cough (damn it!)
Reading: "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows" by J.K. Rowling
Watching: news on tv
Eating: nothing
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"It's gonna be a merry merry frikin' Christmas!"
Here we are! The Xmas Eve! I can't wait to unwrap my presents tomorrow!
Unfortunately i got a terrible cough like every holiday...holy s***!
Last week it snowed but the rain has alredy melted it -.-' But for the first time school were closed and it was the day before the xmas holiday! So i decided to go to the cinema with one of my best friend and we saw "The Princess and the Frog". Yeah, i'm probably too old for this kind of movies but since i'm becoming interesting in animation..... The film was nice and the animation was amazing! But i didn't like the songs at all: i mean, there were already six songs (yep, we counted them!) in the firts half of the movie! Definetly, too many. I really apreciated the design of the villain, the shadows' man or something like that, and my favourite character was the blinded vodoo witch and her pet-snake, they were simply hilarious!
In these two days i've found some time to sketch something, expecially today, and i'm really satisfied i could do something i like without the pressure of school.
Well, i dunno what else i could add so it's time to say goodbye and wish you happy Christmas and a happy new year!
giovedì 24 dicembre 2009
giovedì 3 dicembre 2009
Big troubles
Listening to: my conscience
Reading: "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows" by J.K. Rowling
Watching: It's me or the dog
Eating: a piece of cake
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I dind't go to school today and i'm not proud of this. I think my mother suspects it since she saw me waking up late this mornig and i wasn't ready when she left home. I've missed an art test and this is frustrating cause i didn't mind doing it! The problem was my Italian teacher. She told us to write a sonnet in Giovan Battista Marino's style and for the first time i wasn't able to do it. I tried but if i have to follow a certain style and respect it i simply go crazy, and this is what happened to me: my mind seemed closed at all and i couldn't think properly.
But the problem isn't the sonnet itself but the mark i would have got if i didn't brought it to my teacher. She wouldn't have listened to me, i'm sure. Not doing homework for her means a 2 and i didn't want to get it. I am aware i didn't solve the problem but i was really scared. I told my mum my difficoulty yesterday, when i was doing it, but she told me she didn't care but she would have been disappointed if i had got a bad mark.
School is destroying me, and i'm distroyng all my relationships because i don't feel fine. I think i'm depressed, nothing attracts my attention and i'm interested in nothing, apart from drawing. Can this be considered depression? Cause i dunno how to call it.
I'm sure i'm making my parents disappointed and they must be (well, they are!) fed up of my bad behavior: i never smile, i'm never happy and each week there's something wrong with school. I don't know what to do....i simply know i can't go on like this. This situation is killing me and is hurting all the people around me.
I think i will recive a punishment tonight when my parents will know the truth. I'd better study for the english literature written test and for the Dante oral test i'll have tomorrow.
Reading: "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows" by J.K. Rowling
Watching: It's me or the dog
Eating: a piece of cake
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I dind't go to school today and i'm not proud of this. I think my mother suspects it since she saw me waking up late this mornig and i wasn't ready when she left home. I've missed an art test and this is frustrating cause i didn't mind doing it! The problem was my Italian teacher. She told us to write a sonnet in Giovan Battista Marino's style and for the first time i wasn't able to do it. I tried but if i have to follow a certain style and respect it i simply go crazy, and this is what happened to me: my mind seemed closed at all and i couldn't think properly.
But the problem isn't the sonnet itself but the mark i would have got if i didn't brought it to my teacher. She wouldn't have listened to me, i'm sure. Not doing homework for her means a 2 and i didn't want to get it. I am aware i didn't solve the problem but i was really scared. I told my mum my difficoulty yesterday, when i was doing it, but she told me she didn't care but she would have been disappointed if i had got a bad mark.
School is destroying me, and i'm distroyng all my relationships because i don't feel fine. I think i'm depressed, nothing attracts my attention and i'm interested in nothing, apart from drawing. Can this be considered depression? Cause i dunno how to call it.
I'm sure i'm making my parents disappointed and they must be (well, they are!) fed up of my bad behavior: i never smile, i'm never happy and each week there's something wrong with school. I don't know what to do....i simply know i can't go on like this. This situation is killing me and is hurting all the people around me.
I think i will recive a punishment tonight when my parents will know the truth. I'd better study for the english literature written test and for the Dante oral test i'll have tomorrow.
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