Lots of things to say

Listening to: In the air tonight by Phil Collins
(teorically)Reading : "The lost symbol" by Dan Brown
Drinking: water, i'm thirsty
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Hey guys i'm alive! Wait...am I? *touches herself* Yep, i am. Uh..it's been a while but lots of things happened. First of all (i have to tell you cause i'm sure i'll forgot it) i've seen Avatar. It was just spectacular *_* I just saw it once but it has become one of my favourite movies, as well as Lord of the Rings. Visual effects and backgrounds were amazing, extremely well done. I could say it was difficult to understand what was real and what virtual. I also apreciated the soundtrack, but i think i need to listen to it one more time to express an opinion because i didn't really focus on it and i admit that was a pity.
Ok, now let's move to a totally different topic. About two or three weeks ago i had an argument with my boyfriend that still seems very unconcern about our relationship's problem. Sometimes he's very egocentric and selfish but he seems lost if you make him notice this. If one thing doesn't work as he wish, that will surely be someone else's fault. After two days of silence and withering looks he asked my pardon and i just gave it to him because i was sick and tired of the whole situation. Also because i knew he would have never understood.
S. Valentines day! Well, i spend it totally bored because my dear was away for holiday but we met each other the day before.
School: ahem... a bitter topic. Well, it's going.. that means it has its highs and lows and unfortunately next week i'll see lots of lows. I started the new term quite well, expecially in Italian, Latin and Science, but i can't say the same for Philosophy. Another 5.5 -.-' Guys that sucks! In my kind of school nobody should have problem with it but i do, thanks to my lovely fucking teacher. I was dealing with Francis Bacon when he stopped me and asked me about Chernobil. O_O I'm still unable to understand what link he made but i just answered. And because did it correctly he interrupted me again, moving back to Bacon. I haven't been listened in History yet but i want to achieve the 6.
Art Blog: Incredible but i did it! I still have to edit it a bit cause i don't really like the template and layout but i filled it anyway with some old sketches.
Future: i'm starting to making plans for a future school, i mean, after high school. I had a look on the web if i could find an art school in Italy and guess what, it doesn't exist! Fuck! Let me say it! It's frustrating...one of the most popular country for art doesn't have this kind of courses. There's only the "Accademia belle arti", that is suppose to be a place where you meet other artists and you share your knowledge, style, suggestion. In a few words, it worthless: you learn nothing and you pay a lot, and i would avoid it. What i'm looking for it's an art school which has courses like animation (totally unknown in Italy) or illustration. Looking on the internet i've found so far two schools like that in Enghland, in Manchester or Bournemouth. I didn't look at other countries because i can just speak english, but propbably not as well to study abroad.
I think my parents will be disappointed when i'll tell them what i'd like to do. My father always deals with important courses at university and so on. I'm sure they expect something more from me but...that is supposed to be my future. I don't wanna work for an entire life in place that i hate. Maybe, after trying with my way, that would be my everyday life, but then i'll know it was my fault. The school i'm attending now it's a pain for me, and has now become so for the whole family because i didn't choose it properly. My parents suggested it because they thought that was perfect for me but it has revealed to be the opposite.

Well, i think i should go to bed, so i'll say goodbye for now